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For the past few months I have been very unproductive. There are many things that i want and would enjoy to get done(drawing,writing) but I just cant seem to get myself to do them. When I get home from work I'm usually pretty exhausted, sometimes even take a nap. But thats not really my main problem. When I'm home(not exhausted/sleepy), either my mood is just so down I don't feel like doing anything or theres so much going through my head I can't focus on my work. I got myself a laptop so that I can try to work on stuff away from home, my thoughts seem to be under much more control away from home, but now it's malfuncioning and I haven't been able to take it in to get it fixed. I've also noticed that it's also keeping me from other chores like washing dishes, laundry, and keeping my apartment clean(until i absolutely need to do them). I find myself lost on what I should do to help me become productive again. I just hope I can figure it out before classes start up again. I fear what it will do to my homework.